Frustrated and scared.

I am so crushed I cried most of yesterday. I want to have a natural med-free birth so bad. I had an AWFUL-A!W!F!U!L! c/s with DD and I have done so much to keep that from happening again. Bradly classes, doula, new doc, new hospital, etc. Yesterday at my sono I heard the dreaded word...breech. I am seeing a chiro, started inversions, sit indian style, pray, pray, pray.

Please pray that this little bugger turns to the right position. I know I still have time, but I feel so sad. I am so upset, I was so dumb the first time and this time I am so prepared. Why did God send me all this knowledge just to rip away my chance to use it?

OK, I'm done now, pity party done...I think.

3D Sonogram Pics at 30.5 Weeks!

Turn around please!

Message to Baby Dodd #2, "Please turn around and put your head down.  Mommy does not want to have surgery or drugs, she wants to labor at home and go to the hospital when she has to.  It is the best thing for you!"

Praying that this little munchkin turns around!!


P.S.  You should see some of the things I have taken to doing just to try to get it to do so!